I, F15, have an amazing relationship with my mum. she's like my best friend and I'm always being silly with her or were gossiping or going out together and she is generally an amazing person and amazing mum. all of this is to say that she is not the problem. she hasn't said that she wants to take her own life. she has never put her own problems or mental health onto me. this is all things that I think. on my own & Independently.

I am late diagnosed autistic nd i also have quite severe anxiety. This led to me refusing to go to school for ages. since then we have found an alternative to mainstream and I'm doing better.

I'm very late every single day. The school doesn't care though.

My mum drops my brother off to school at a normal time and then basically waits for me every day for hours and hours until I'm ready. I know this is something I need to fix. I know it more than anything.

it's stressing her out lots.…