I’m in my 30s and for as long as I can remember I’ve struggled with depression. I’ve been on antidepressants since I was 19.

Honestly I just don’t see the point anymore. I work full time and live alone. So each day is wake up, go to work, come home, house work and repeat.

I don’t want kids and never have done (I can barely look after myself never mind a child). But is this literally it until I can afford to retire ?
Wake up, work, sleep repeat ?!

If that’s it then I’m done with it all