someone please read this and help me. i go to school everyday and come back feeling so empty and alone. i have no one. the few friends i had are liking me less and less every day. and they never liked me much to begin with. everyone is sick of me and hates me and honestly i can't blame them. i want to end my life so bad. i don't see a point in living anymore. i get a sick sense of satisfaction from hurting myself, because i'm a horrible person and clearly everyone else thinks so too. my parents have lost hope for me. i don't have a single friend that cares about me. all my friends get sick of my bullshit eventually. no one genuinely likes me. if i had just a single real friend maybe it would be worth it to keep going. but i don't, and i don't think i ever will. i feel so lonely and empty every single day, like a ghost of a person. it's not worth it anymore. i want to die. the only time i feel happy in life is when i'm carving something into my hand or bashing my head against the wall. i don't want to live.…