Idk whats going on with me With the start of this year I started having some anxiety crisis again (context: last year i had lots of anxiety crisis and had a therapist and i left during summer cause i was finnaly good, now im in a new class with different people but they're nicer) and sometimes i feel really down and just wanna disappear and i feel like no one likes me or is mad at me, but then i feel good and feel bad again, and i started self harming, not like cutting but scratching my skin till it comes off and then sometimes a little blood and a liquid. Like i wanna have the scars to feel good but when im with other people i just wish they werent there, some people have already asked me and thought it was a burn but now theres to many so they prob wont think that. I try to hide it but now in country it gets hot sometimes and its difficult to hide it. Monday i did one thats the double size of the others and i cant let anyone see it cause it looks really bad.…