i’m so disappointed that people made fun of me when i tried to speak Russian on a language practice app. It was a language speaking party room, they asked me questions i answered basic ones with no effort but When they asked philosophical or literary questions, I couldn't think of the right words to answer them and when i struggled to answer they made fun of me with curses since they were native speakers. I can understand almost everything when they speak, in uni i made lots of translations from Russian to my language, which was my major in uni, but i feel so bad that when it comes to speaking i just can’t practice it. And Because of my mistakes i began to feel scared of talking to people to practice it.
Please give me a real way to practice my speaking and speaking it confidently. I never treat people like this when they try to learn my own language, instead i find it so cute and help them..