It's been months since im feeling this way and it's getting worse.I don't have any interest for anything even for basic things,i don't want to to eat or drink water i do daily basic things just for the sake of it.I don't leave the house anymore and i barely take care of myself.I don't know if it's depression or not but i feel like there is a heavy weight on my mind and chest.I'm thinking about dropping out because im studying a degree i hate,i want to go abroad and study ( im not from US or EU) but i don't have money i don't have anything and it's killing me that i'm 19 and can't do anything.There is literally no one that can support me.I have a boyfriend but lately our relationship is a little off like,idk it's not going great.He's a great guy but he doesn't really understand me :( He called me irresponsible last time.But i don't feel like doing anthing anymore i stopped going to uni and just in general doing anything.i don't have that much friends too,my only close friend is studying abroad and we barely…