I'm autistic, nearly 40, can't drive, sex repulsed, work part time, live with my family, no friends in this city.

All that is just too many big things wrong with me.

I am actually somewhat attractive, kind, and relatively intelligent so it sometimes surprises people I cant form a relationship (they dont know all of the big flaws). I can get matches online but it fizzles out when I say muy living situation.

I had a few romantic relationships years ago when I did live independently and I was younger so women saw past not driving and stuff when aged in my twenties.

Its hard to make peace with. Is anyone going through a similar feeling?

I do feel like I'm a decent human and worthy of love but I also know that my flaws slare deal breakers to most 40 year old women