I've had an online friend who recently blocked me for saying and doing stuff that isn't that bad, but might be considered bad by others. Despite that they do the same thing.

The real reason they blocked me was bc of her new gf. I'm still so hurt and upset over it. Her gf treated me like crap and tried to expose me for doing the same stuff her gf did.

I brought that up and they said I was dismissing the fact my ex online friend had bad experiences which made her act that way and its valid. They treated me like dirt and now I can't stop thinking about it

I can't even indulge in my fantasies of my characters I've made without worrying they are too similar to them, or that they are insufferable like that couple, and then I get upset.

I just wanna overcome it and convince myself that its not all relationships, but does people being in love mean they treat others like crap and are hypocrites? My brain won't stop spiralling.