Everyday is humiliation ritual. It really sucks to live in this world. I am turning 31 the older you get the harder life gets. Working crappy minimum wage job still living at home. I tried to improve my life but always failed. I failed university twice, never had gf or date, women always rejected me since I was in high school. No friends no one to talk to me. It's just brutal man. I don't believe in deleting yourself but I understand why people do it