im a transfem lesbian and i had a gf for a little bit. im 15 she was 19. we talked and did dirty stuff together until midway through onetime she ghosted me. it hurts me so much and i cant stop. ive had chronic depression since forever so my health is already terrible. im really spiraling lately and im cvtting every few hours i can take this pain everyday anymore my life has been so shit i wanna try and od but im terrified