I wanna state preemtively that i did read the FAQ, and while it was helpful, my question is less "where do i get started" and moreso just a question of concern, because i feel like i am the WORST person to be learning this skill, im horrible at math, slow at thinking and grasping concepts, very easily overwhelmed and mentally exhausted by complexity and computer problems, hate tedium, am impatient, often overlook details and get confused very easily, it feels like everything is working against me and assuring me that trying to learn this will be absolute torture, im afraid of falling into a pattern of having to annoy other people every 3 seconds for every question i come across because my brain refuses to parse the answers google gives me.…