I have been in college for 4 years, i have 2 semesters left, and i am a complete Failure. no matter how much i study i lose grades, and i literally lose grades in every single exam to the point where it makes me lose my mind and i genuinely consider suicide.

I want to succeed, I desperately want to, yet i don’t. The exams are not even that hard , sometimes they’re soo esay but my dumb brain forgets something or blends info and it leads to me losing grades.

I don’t deserve to live i want to die, i genuinely don’t want to see tomorrow, i failed at everything i can’t handle being alive.

Don’t report this i am not going to kill myself but i desperately want to. Not going to act on it.