Hey everyone,

I know it sounds stupid and probably pathetic. But I have never heard these words in my life. In fact I have heard words opposite to this my entire life. After hearing harsh language in school and home. It really does take a toll on me. I don't have anyone to tell my problems to. My mind started circulating the same harsh negative words to myself 24/7.

In fact I have spiraled downward quite a lot into some habits which i really hate. Crying isn't helping anymore. I hate myself now and wish myself the worst every morning. I feel very weirded out if I get a compliment and think they are faking it. I criticize myself all the time. Truthfully i started to slightly harm myself sometimes now. I have no energy to do my work. Study, workout train, learn or enjoy life. I hate everything around me. I find myself disgusting and bland and now feel I deserve to be called a failure.

Can you guys please motivate me or tell me something positive.…