Audhd woman, 18.

I recently lost my yellow tinted glasses (for agressiv light-neon).

My parents asked me if I found them. I tell them no. Probably lost.

And my stepdad to guilt me, that I don't care at all about it. That I don't even feel guilty ( I do). That it don't bother me (it does, a lot. plus it's me that is going to be disabled after this, not him!!)

I'm so angry. I feel that this is just j¡pure injustice. I lost my glasses. Probably in the train.

And he tells me that I never care, that I dont seem sad about it. But I already feel bad!! I just don't show it!!! That he will not buy me new ones (thank to the system in france it was refundar, wut it won't once again only one year after)

I don't understand should I be bothered about the me losing stuff part bc its already to late!! I already lost them. Im not ginna feel angry about myself, bc too late yk. I just feel bad when I need them and I don't have them.

Am I feeling angry for the right reason?