hi, i’ve never posted on reddit before but i figured maybe it would make me feel better to vent on here. i have zero friends, zero family other than my sister and mother and a narcissistic-abusive grandma. i’ve been struggling with depression since i was 12, survived multiple od’s some-fucking-how, and now im 19 and im starting to give up. i’ve gotten therapy before and it didn’t help. i lost my grandpa this year too and i truly haven’t been the same since. he was my everything and the only thing keeping me alive. yesterday, i had a really bad episode. i had a mental breakdown in front of my mom and my sister, but they didn’t seem to care and instead, they left the house for hours. before my mom left she told (yelled) me she wanted me out of her home & that she never wanted to see me again. my sister is bad with expressing herself so i understand she struggles with communication, but it doesn’t make my situation any better.…