After trying to prep for mcat 2 times and not even able to break 500 on diagnostics I end up canceling my mcat and with that adding an extra gap year, I am tryna start my prep again but a part of me is scared, I tried to sit down to study but it feels like my body and mind is fighting against it. I feel like I am scared that what if I couldn't finish my prep the third time, that I won't be able to understand the passages and be able to answer them correctly. I don't know how to get over the fear.