I needed to come on here to express my frustrations.

The amount of time its taking for me to get genuine help is absolutely awful, I know that the nhs are overworked and they can't do everything but Jesus, this is how people lose their lives.

I've been going through antidepressants for over a year and a half, I have a history of bad self harm and even an overdose attempt a few months back, I am almost certain I have some underlying personality disorders but even if I don't, I need professional help before I go off the deep end, and that time is coming.

I've pretty much begged my GP to do all she can to push for me to get a psychiatrist or SOMETHING, I even had Therapist from the nhs who sent me to a secondary care centre after she believed she didn't have the specialty knowledge to help with my situation, she labeled it as urgent and still I didn't hear from them for months.

After those few months they reached out and I went in for an interview style bull crap, I sat down and was asked some questions and…