ly trying to force myself to engage and be happy. Welp I can't do it. Here goes another awful day/year/life submitted by /u/Fit_Winter2566 [link] [comments]12:T717,

I want to be with everyone else but it's scary. I can't find a place to fit in. It takes so much work to maintain all of this.. I don't think I'm enough. I'm not talkative and exciting enough. I just want to be with them but they always have other things to pay attention to, other things that bring them unmatched, constant satisfaction.

I'm highly introverted and it hurts that I can't be more for the people I care about. I'm terrible at talking nowadays, my brain gets scattered. It's no wonder no one likes me. I just wanted to be good and now I'm this, of course everyone is annoyed by me. I'm so pathetic. I'm 25 and I still can't do anything right. I'm only getting older, I wish the clock would go faster. There's no place for someone like me. I'm just an anti social nobody. The stress and anxiety builds up and I get overwhelmed.

When I get too uncomfortable I want to leave and not go back.

Hiding away doesn't make the trauma and fear go away though, it's still there. I have to fight myself everyday. It gets so draining.

I want them to stop thinking that I'm weird, scary, or bad. It just hurts. So what if I react to the world differently. Nothing interests me anymore. I'm burnt-out to ashes. I've seen and heard almost everything. I've hit a plateau at my lowest. I am only trying to force myself to engage and be happy. Welp I can't do it. Here goes another awful day/year/life

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I need people but they don't want me