years ago i would rot in bed all day and skip all my classes because i was so helpless and hopeless. then i decided i will take charge of my life and turn it around. nothing fucking changed im the same loser i was before with the same pathetic life. im tired of living the same day over and over again hoping something will change. i work so hard for life to be better but it never fucking happens. i want to go back to rotting in bed again, be a NEET and recluse. i have failed at life and there’s nothing left for me. i can’t keep trying anymore, i* *want to give up.