Idk why, but about a month ago, I suddenly started feeling this wave of sadness that hasn’t gone away. Ever since I started school again, I’ve been mainly by myself. At first, it didn’t bother me, but about two weeks into the semester, I started feeling really lonely. The thought of going through the semester without anyone to hang out with has affected me more than I expected, to the point where I sometimes cry about it.

Even though I have my boyfriend, that loneliness hasn’t gone away. I can call him, but I still feel empty afterward. He is affectionate with me, and I do think he gives me attention most of the time, so I don’t think it’s necessarily because he isn’t making me feel loved. I know he cares about me, which makes this even more confusing. Despite having someone who loves me, I still feel lonely, and I don’t understand why.

I’ve also noticed that I’ve become more distant from my boyfriend.…