(22M) everyday i wake up in the morning, i cry actual tears because i can’t bear the fact that i have continue living my miserable life, much more id rather dying in my sleep. i have nothing, and i have no one, i can’t get a job because no one will hire me and everything just seems unfair. no friends, can’t get a girlfriend, my parents always favored my siblings as a kid so that fucked me up at a young age. no matter how many times i try to fake it and force the optimism i just end up right back at the same place because i can never truly make any progress, maybe my life just doesn’t matter as much as other people try to make human life out to be so dear. i don’t know my place because my place is nothing, i’ve been debating about really ending it but i don’t know cause what’s the point?…