hey guys, i hope your day is better than yesterday's.

im going through a rough patch, but i would really like to keep trying. but its really hard to at the moment.

i dont have anyone to talk to, and im a senior in high school so im scared to share this with a counselor and get reported. so im just here wondering for people who may also experience suicidal ideation, what's keeping you going against your thoughts? for people who are older and didnt think theyd make it so far, what kept you here? and what good things in life are making it worth it?

thank you.

edit: tysm to everyone for replying, ure all amazing people and we all got this. i genuinely feel a lot better than i did when i first posted this.