I cant remember loads of the conversation because to be honest at the moment im very emotionally exhausted but ive been self harming alot and my bf said “do i not make you happy” “i used to make you happy” and ive reassured him that its not his fault its upset me because this isnt any of his fault its just a way that ive been coping with everything lately i just feel bad and i dont really know how to proceed with this any advice would be greatly appreciated i have since threw away the objects i was using because he started to get very sad and scared and it made me feel awful and im trying to stay clean