I’m 27F and I’m tired. I’m exhausted. I am so tired of people in my life telling me that I will be happy again and that things will get better. I’m tired of being told I’m young and I have time. I’ve been through so much from childhood trauma that left me with the feeling of not being good enough and the intense fear of abandonment and trying to heal from that has just been interfered with more obstacles and life events bringing me down as I’ve gone into adulthood. This year has been the worst, and that says a lot considering I’ve had some bad years within the past 10 years.

My dad had another health issue (first one was in 2021 that led to me feeling at a very bad low), I had an unexpected job change that I didn’t want due to unfair circumstances (I left a job I loved for a job I hate), i went through a break up, and I had to end a long term friendship all within a month and a half earlier this year.…