I need to fix my mental health really soon. I cant function as a normal adult. My academic life is suffering for it. I might have already failed most of my classes this year because of my inattendance. I can't get homework done. I rot in bed all day. I just feel so worried all the time about my future, it all seems like a dead end. I dont know what to do, I dont know which career to pursue. I dont know what'll happen once I truly fail and end up unemployed.

The only way out seems to be killing myself, then I won't have to live as a failiure. I won't have to live on ma and pa's money. I'll be at peace. Free from any pointless responsibilities emposed by this awful slavery system. I won't need to place any expectations on myself anymore. I'll be at peace