Every night, sleeping is a struggle. My anxiety is so severe I can't breathe properly. Every wake up is tears and more suffering. I always think where, what, or who to reach out to help me aid my problems. Bills are almost due. I'm not making enough money to cover everything. No one even wants to listen to why I'm in this position. No one wants to understand. I have no friends, my parents despise me. I think if I end this, someone will finally listen. Because that's the cruel world right? Nobody cares until it's too late. I just want to be at peace. I can simply do that right? No more suffering, no more anxiety, no more pressure. Just a long quiet peaceful darkness.