I hate myself so deeply I can’t look in the mirror. I saw a photo of myself at 12 and immediately criticized her. I have a great job, great family, great friends, and great fiancé. I am miserable and so fucking disgusted by myself. I try to walk daily, cook, read, and am signing up for a work out class tomorrow to get some kind of endorphins working. I have tried antidepressants in the past and don’t find that they help after years. I am an oldest daughter, 27 years old, and have not been diagnosed with a mental health disorder. Looking for ways to stop the significant self hatred and chronic guilt and shame I constantly feel