A month ago I was sanctioned by my psychiatrist for buying something online that would of harmed myself. The sanction was mutual, it was during one of our meetings. I agreed to it and was taken to a psych ward for about a week then I got out and had multiple sessions with my psychiatrist since.

With the following appointments never once did I mention I have another active plan to hurt myself self because I really don't have one. Last Monday I left my session on a good note, expecting to see my psychiatrist next week. About 4 days later I was chilling in my house when multiple police officers, ambulance, and fireman showed up looking for me and what I bought online. I saw on my phone that I missed a phone call from my psychiatrist. When I called back it just took me to their main office number. When the police arrived all my roommates where at home, and now they all know I have suicidal ideation which is a huge privacy violation for me.…