I’ve never posted on here before, but I just feel like I need to type something out. I feel so tired all the time, everything overwhelms me. I lost interest in the things i like to do. I want to do them and start again but I feel like there’s this wall in my head that prevents me from doing it. The wall in my head prevents me from doing a lot of things, cleaning my room, any hobbies I want to do, it’s so frustrating. I’m also having anxiety about my loved ones secretly hating me, or that I might have said something wrong to them if their tone seems off, it is so tiring. I try not to ask if they are out of fear of either seeming annoying or making them feel bad, so I’m just stuck in this cycle of really wanting reassurance but also being afraid to ask. If I do or say something wrong I feel like I should just be put down like a dog, because my brain can’t tell the difference between making a small mistake vs a big one.…