I recently went to my therapist and after talking for a bit she asked me if I thought I was depressed. I said no because I don’t get down down (im not self harming nor want to) i just dont get up. I told my mom and she said I can’t be depressed because I work. (I am 17 and I have a part time job I go to 2x a week).

I think I may be depressed because I don’t ever really feel anything other than negative emotions. I feel empty, sad, mad. I get flickers of excitement over things never happiness. I just sit in my bed and watch tv but then I get bored so sometimes I just stare at the wall and wonder why I exist (again Im not self harming).

Nothing is going on too bad in my life. I just don’t really have a reason to live. I technically raised myself as a kid from about 2-10 I was frequently left with ”family” but it was people I didn’t know because my parents or the people I was with wanted to party or drink.…