I just want to get into a good college, but I already set myself up for failure years ago. My GPA is only 3.1 and my past grades are kinda crappy. The SAT is in 6 weeks and im scared that im gonna fail because i didnt study hard enough. My depression and procrastination gets in the way of doing literally anything. I’m scared that I’m not gonna be able to pursue my dreams. I just want to become an engineer, and contribute to helping society. I literally have no other meaning to my life other than this. If I fail I will be nothing. fuck my life bruh