For the past year and a half I’ve (23F) been in and out of various hospitals multiple times due to my suicidal thoughts or attempts. I’ve been doing better for the past few months now, but it’s been getting bad again and I feel the need to maybe go to the hospital. The only thing is IM SO EMBARRASSED :D I feel so… weak? For not just being able to suck it up at home and deal with it. I feel like I’m wasting their time and resources…. Anyways… does anyone else feel me on this 🥲