I’m sorry if my English is not that good I’m doing my best I just wanted to say this and get it off my chest,

I’m 20 years old and in university

I live in a very bad country ,

The fact that I made so many bad decisions is crushing me and bringing tears into my eyes almost every night for the past months, I don’t know if I can continue to live like this and there seems to be absolutely no way out,

I guess I came to this realization too late and there’s almost no way I can correct it,

My GPA is very very bad I have a 2.4 GPA because all I did was work and didn’t study enough, I’m halfway through a degree I know for a fact that it wouldn’t be useful to me, last semester I failed 2 classes, my midterms are in a week and all I did since the beginning of this semester is work, and with all of this I don’t even make enough money to afford rent and basic needs because I live in a shithole corrupt country that’s on the edge of collapse and I don’t even know how to get out of it, and I can’t open up about this to…