ive been suicidal before, but it feels like i might actually do it this time and it’s terrifying.

I can’t get a therapist or anything, ive prayed to God to help me, and i don’t know what else to do except to wait for God to do his thing, and ive tried venting to a friend.

my days have just been feeling off and scary and i can’t stop imagining myself killing myself

what else can i do