I didn’t know what subreddit to post this in. But idk how to get rid of it. This isn’t just towards my mom, it projects onto anyone who is inebriated. And it sucks because I’m at that age where everyone around me (socially and friends wise) are drinking and partying. I have been to parties or gatherings before, and this is also how I discovered that i genuinely get so agitated when anyone is drunk and not just my mom or dad. How do i get past this? Any advice? My mom isn’t like an alcoholic, i feel like it’s too strong of a word because she goes to work and doesn’t like drink during the day.

She did go a little rogue after divorcing my stepdad when i was like 10-12. i dont want to be dramatic because my life has been pretty good compared to other shit people have to deal with. I just remember being alone in a tiny apartment with my siblings while she was out partying for some period of time. And i’ve grown up with my entire family on her side drinking a lot.…