I really dont know how to describe it but i will try my best. It’s a sudden feeling, it lasts a few seconds, and it’s the worst thing I’ve ever felt. I’ve had this feeling since I was a child, but it used to happen very rarely. Now that I’m going through a particularly bad phase of depression, it’s happening frequently (every day) and im worried. Its not sadness, I guess the closest thing to it would be numbness, but even that doesn't feel like the perfect description. And it's not like the "usual" numbnes you might feel during a depressive episode. It's an intense feeling that lasts for a few seconds or minutes. The best way I can describe it is this feeling that, in that exact moment, absolutely nothing could make me happy. Nothing at all.…